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About Me Member Yellow Alien Almondillo20/Male/Canada Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Months
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MMM TOAST!!! :D DAMN IT'S BURNT!!!

Tue Oct 6, 2009, 11:52 PM
Ello online world! This be my first journal on DA, and I just felt compelled to get the confuzzlement locked inside my nogin OUTWARDS!

Things have jus been so bleh, tryin to find who I am, and make things work, and deal with all my demons. All seemed so simple at first, and then these things turned into many others...they multiply worse then rabbits! :| Tis hard to see who I am inside...I feel so many different things, and so many contradicting and confusing...haha I realize none of this will make much sense, but it's easier to stick somewhere then leave on my compy. :P

Was watching some anime, Escaflowne to be exact, and I got pumped up and felt so much more confident and felt that would fix things...oh how that was a shot in the face! Everything went lovely at first, got along with people, tried new things, put my head out, but I didn't realize I would end up opening up everything...including some very deep and hateful demons I had lurking underneath and behind everything. These came out at my party and yea...it leaves me questioning my sanity and what's driving them. Along with it all my insecurities have resurfaced and I'm not quite sure what to do with all this crap. :S Haha it's so much easier trying to fix other people's problems then to deal with your own. *sigh* It just feels like my heart isn't here anymore, like my drive or passion is out of almost anything I do. :(

Well...it's mildly nice to get things out for now haha. There is my random rant of self-confusion! Weeeee.

Peace out yall, and don't worry, only mildly insane! ;) Buahahaha!

  • Mood: Confused
  • Listening to: Carry me Down - Demon Hunter
  • Reading: random things on DA
  • Watching: the blue lights on my compy! :P
  • Playing: not WoW :(
  • Eating: mmm dorittos
  • Drinking: H2O

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  • Current Residence: Coutryside
  • Print preference: Digital art, or paintings.
  • Interests: Music, gaming, outdoors, sports, martial arts, cooking!
  • Favourite movie: 10 Inch Hero, or Helms Deep.
  • Favourite band or musician: Silverstein, Acoustic Godsmack, John Rzeznik.
  • Favourite genre of music: Punk, metal, and indie.
  • Favourite style of art: Abstract or traditional.
  • Operating System: WINDOWS!
  • MP3 player of choice: Sony Walkman.
  • Shell of choice: Seashell.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Abstarct space art.
  • Skin of choice: Silver.
  • Favourite game: Baldur's Gate, or Warcraft 3.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC or SNES.
  • Personal Quote: Accidents happen to People that care. The square root of happiness = the meaning of life.
  • Tools of the Trade: Machete and tractor!

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:iconkarateangel:
thanks for the watch! :)

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~Broke the sissy boy's teeny toy heart in two
turned him into a video kid like you~


icon made by *WWDaYo
:iconalmondillo:
you're welcome, and for your watch too. :) had some neat stuff in your gallery, gonna check it out a little later! :D
:iconkarateangel:
you're welcome ^^ okay! thanks!

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~Broke the sissy boy's teeny toy heart in two
turned him into a video kid like you~


icon made by *WWDaYo
:iconkarateangel:
thank you for the :+fav: :)

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~Broke the sissy boy's teeny toy heart in two
turned him into a video kid like you~


icon made by *WWDaYo
:iconalmondillo:
oh you're very welcome, twas a nice piece. =D
:iconkarateangel:
:thanks: ^_^

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~Broke the sissy boy's teeny toy heart in two
turned him into a video kid like you~


icon made by *WWDaYo
:iconadamadman:
thanks for the :+fav: of my lost friend 2 to your peotry collection

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(only works with chavs)ABCDEFGHiJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ. i is so insignificant

i listen to heavy metal, punk, punk rock, rock and alternative rock if you nkow any genre's of that type or band that i would like then tell me.thanks. can you say irish wristwatch?
:iconyukiyumie:
thanks for the fav!~

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I'm too cool for a siggy lulz
:iconcalvin-genereux:
Thanks for the favs, It's about time I got you onto DA =P

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Kiss kiss, BANG BANG!
*Places a rose on your body*
Rest in Peace

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