I am trapped inside
in a prison of the mind,
there is no escape
from this blatant mental rape.
Everything feels dead,
there are voices in my head,
they all whisper deeds of malice, lust, and hate.
Pain is but a fleeting moment
while regret will last forever,
but it's hard to tell the difference
in any one endeavour.
Time oh time it ticks away
faster then a thought
and before you know it you are left with naught...
but your memories, mere shadows of the past,
that only show an inkling of how the dice were cast.
Now I lie within a box, in a dirty little hole,
with a tombstone reading 'rest in peace',
while all my hopes and dre
Choices
When someone else rolls your dice,
you can't help but wonder why,
when things go from bad to worse,
how loaded they may be.
Never give up and never surrender,
because things won't ever get better,
when you don't stand up for who you are!
Get off your ass and make it right,
show them that there's still some fight
in you,
bring about the change you want,
do not let them sit and taunt
you to be someone that you are not!
Never give up and never surrender,
because things can't start getting better,
if you don't stand up for who you are!
Sanctuary
In this hallowed place i sit,
perched within and full of spirit,
face the coming tide with solace,
knowing they will fall upon us.
I ask for the will and the strength to fight,
I will not falter on this dark night,
I stand tall inside...
my sanctuary.
These twisted roots should shield my faith
and protect me from the coming wraiths.
These ghosts of false beliefs and idols,
seek to come and take the bridle;
guide my sanity away,
without hope and left to pray...
I ask for the will and the strength to fight,
I should not falter on this dark night,
I pray they shall not breach...
my sanctuary.
A million voices whisper
Redemption
Wrap the noose, tie it tight,
such an unforgettable night,
beating drums, roaring crowds,
as we prepare to meet the clouds.
A touch of faith,
A shining light,
shall guide me from this deep dark night.
The love of angels shall engulf me,
and save me from this misery.
Redeem my soul for all it's worth,
so we may sit within the hearth,
Fuck my sins upon this earth.
Finally I ride free.
Feel the shudders wrack my body,
Hanging, gasping for a breath,
and when all hope seems lost...
I see the shining, guiding light...
Warmth enshrouds me,
wings protect me,
I feel a weight has lifted...
so I may finally rest.
I am trapped inside
in a prison of the mind,
there is no escape
from this blatant mental rape.
Everything feels dead,
there are voices in my head,
they all whisper deeds of malice, lust, and hate.
Pain is but a fleeting moment
while regret will last forever,
but it's hard to tell the difference
in any one endeavour.
Time oh time it ticks away
faster then a thought
and before you know it you are left with naught...
but your memories, mere shadows of the past,
that only show an inkling of how the dice were cast.
Now I lie within a box, in a dirty little hole,
with a tombstone reading 'rest in peace',
while all my hopes and dre
Choices
When someone else rolls your dice,
you can't help but wonder why,
when things go from bad to worse,
how loaded they may be.
Never give up and never surrender,
because things won't ever get better,
when you don't stand up for who you are!
Get off your ass and make it right,
show them that there's still some fight
in you,
bring about the change you want,
do not let them sit and taunt
you to be someone that you are not!
Never give up and never surrender,
because things can't start getting better,
if you don't stand up for who you are!
Sanctuary
In this hallowed place i sit,
perched within and full of spirit,
face the coming tide with solace,
knowing they will fall upon us.
I ask for the will and the strength to fight,
I will not falter on this dark night,
I stand tall inside...
my sanctuary.
These twisted roots should shield my faith
and protect me from the coming wraiths.
These ghosts of false beliefs and idols,
seek to come and take the bridle;
guide my sanity away,
without hope and left to pray...
I ask for the will and the strength to fight,
I should not falter on this dark night,
I pray they shall not breach...
my sanctuary.
A million voices whisper
Redemption
Wrap the noose, tie it tight,
such an unforgettable night,
beating drums, roaring crowds,
as we prepare to meet the clouds.
A touch of faith,
A shining light,
shall guide me from this deep dark night.
The love of angels shall engulf me,
and save me from this misery.
Redeem my soul for all it's worth,
so we may sit within the hearth,
Fuck my sins upon this earth.
Finally I ride free.
Feel the shudders wrack my body,
Hanging, gasping for a breath,
and when all hope seems lost...
I see the shining, guiding light...
Warmth enshrouds me,
wings protect me,
I feel a weight has lifted...
so I may finally rest.
Current Residence: Coutryside Print preference: Digital art, or paintings. Favourite genre of music: Punk, metal, and indie. Favourite style of art: Abstract or traditional. Operating System: WINDOWS! MP3 player of choice: Sony Walkman. Shell of choice: Seashell. Wallpaper of choice: Abstarct space art. Skin of choice: Silver. Favourite cartoon character: Beavis and Butthead, or Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles! Personal Quote: Accidents happen to People that care. The square root of happiness = the meaning of life.
Ello everyone! I was wondering if anyone would be willing or able to make me a profile picture that looked like one of those chocolate turtles, or a chocolate almondillo. :D I would be rather happy, cause they're so tasty and it would be a fun pic to have up. :P
CHEERS!
Ello online world! This be my first journal on DA, and I just felt compelled to get the confuzzlement locked inside my nogin OUTWARDS!
Things have jus been so bleh, tryin to find who I am, and make things work, and deal with all my demons. All seemed so simple at first, and then these things turned into many others...they multiply worse then rabbits! :| Tis hard to see who I am inside...I feel so many different things, and so many contradicting and confusing...haha I realize none of this will make much sense, but it's easier to stick somewhere then leave on my compy. :P
Was watching some anime, Escaflowne to be exact, and I got pumped up an